...and his name was cruzer

long time no see

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 20:47:55 GMT

yea just seeing wahts up how is everyone. my life is okay. college is chill.
so yea holla atcha bizzle

Fri, 05 May 2006 05:38:07 GMT

yea so vball is over
just gonna enjoy the rest of the
year now.

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 08:04:50 GMT

so yea in a nutshell, im feeling good for once
yet still stressed

ok here we go

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 03:58:26 GMT

im going on kairos 10...
so i guess if i dont see yall tomaroe
umm i wont see u til mon. haha
k yea later

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 05:15:59 GMT

I regret never trying to hold your hand.
I regret never trying to kiss you.
I regret never telling you how much you make me laugh.
I regret never telling you how much I love to hear you laugh.
I regret thinking as long as we were friends I'd be ok with the way things are.
Most of all, I regret the fact that now it's too late.

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 03:54:02 GMT

blah, no sleep, waking up early, going to work,
thennnn try to sleep, got to work work a double,
and thennnnn, go home, try to sleep,
andddd thennnn, 3-4 page essay, big as hw assign, and study,
and then finals = GEEEEEYYYYYYY'st weeekend ever.

1st semester over soon

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:57:04 GMT

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before? go out of state to compete in a sport

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? nope/yep

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no

4. Did anyone close to you die? Yes

5. What countries did you visit? nope

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005? quite a few things

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? either the first week of july for Junior Olypics [volleyball] or Oct. 29 Homecoming

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? getting better at volleyball

9. What was your biggest failure? grades....

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? ummm common cold

11. What was the best thing you bought? i bought??? ummmm food clothes and yea

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? mis amigos

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? umm my neice that died. RIP

14. Where did most of your money go? clothes and food, o and gas

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? umm there are a couple things

16. What song will always remind you of 2005? ummm summer nights, my humps, one call away

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

happier or sadder? alot happier.

fatter or thinner? thinner

richer or poorer? richer, i work now

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? prolly the beach

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? computer

20. How will you be spending Christmas? With my family.

21. How will you be spending New Years? with friends and family

22. Did you fall in love in 2005? eh close

23. How many one-night stands? zero

24. What was your favorite TV program? smallville

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? no

26. What was the best book you read? one flew over the cuckoos nest

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? jack johnson, fort minor, blue scholars, rocky votolato and various rock artists

28. What did you want and got? car

30. What was your favorite film of this year? the ringer.... lol no, i dont know mayb hitch yea hitch

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? fam bam party, got a car. im 17

32. What one thing that would have made your year? many things

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? gangster, gangster

34. What kept you sane? music, friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Kristen Kruek, and jessica alba

36. What political issue stirred you the most? arnold S

37. Who did you miss? friends

38. Who was the best new person you met? not new but just started to talk

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005: take wat life throws at u, cant complain. just deal. whatever happens, happens

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"Nothing's ever promised tomorrow today.
But we'll find a way
And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe,
it hurts but it may be the only way"

"i wanna love u girl i wanna love u"

"im only one call away"

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 02:31:31 GMT

first day of schol in 2006.
eh.. it was alright, it was just good seeing my friends again.
other than that it was just like any other day.
just rollin on by. yup

stolen from daniel

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 04:35:38 GMT

January:

1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year: yea
2. Who kissed you at midnight: no one
3. Does it snow where you live: no
4. Do you like hot chocolate: yea
5.Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop: no

February:

1. Who was your Valentine in 2005?: no one
2. When you were little, did you buy Valentine's for your whole class: yea

March:

1. Are you Irish: no
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day: yea
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005: go to skool

April:

1. Do you like the rain: yea
2. Did you play an April Fool's joke on anyone this year: nope
3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter: yessir

May:

1. What's your favorite kind of flower: flower
2. Do you like the spring: yessir
3. Finish the phrase: April showers bring May flowers, what do May flowers bring:nice smells?
4. What would you think of as a spring color: yellow
5. best spring moment. my bday
June:

1. What year did you graduate from school: '06
2. Did you go on a vacation in June? nope

July:

1. What did you do on the 4th of July: home
2. Did you go on any vacations during this month: yea

August:

1. Did you do anything special to end the summer: beach
2. What was your favorite Summer Memory of 2005: probably JO's
3. Did you go swimming a lot this summer: yea
4. Did you go to the beach a lot: yeah

September:

1. Did you attend school/college in 2005: yep
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher: tourville
3. Do you like Fall better than Summer: no

October:

1. What was your favorite halloween costume of yours ever: ninja turtle
2. What is your favorite candy: iono too many
3. What did you dress up like this year: a boyscout

November:

1. Who's house do you usually go to for Thanksgiving: mine
2. Do you like stuffing: yea
3. What are you thankful for: friends, family, health
4. best fall moment: homecoming
December:

1. Do you celebrate Christmas: HELL YEA
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe: no
3. What do you want this year for Christmas: secret =P
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas: clothes
5. Do you like cold weather: its alrite
6. best winter moment: morning work outs

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 03:27:03 GMT

liking her has been the death of me.
mayn cant stop thinkin bout that ish.
fuck it just needs to go away for awhile.
seems like i care and try too much.
i just need to calm the fuck down
and need ta stop thinkin about it.
BLAH
hangin on to those feelings,
is like hanging on to a strand of hair.
its gonna break me. just gonna fall...

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 02:56:39 GMT

i wait patiently in the corner of my mind,
hoping to once again embrace like we did that one night,
on that dance floor where everything went down,
i stood there with you with the opposite of a frown,
it is that moment that i will always remember,
the moment i still dream about, when u stepped on my feet
to get just a lil closer. that made my heart pound like no other,
and said to myself how much better could this be. at that point it felt like
i was in heaven, with no care in the world than care for the person
i held. it was much like eternal bliss, that could have been sealed with a
gentle kiss.it ended too quickly, it shouldve lasted longer. after that moment
i fell for that girl,and i do still until know, where i try my hardest,
not to be anxious so everything will happen at the perfect time. but til then
i will just hug her when i get the chance, reminiscing about that perfect moment
that ill never forget....

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 08:18:21 GMT

and this year will come to a close
and the next one will begin,
yet i wonder wht else is left that i can get in the remnants of this year.

can i finally learn to disciplne myself and try to accomplish
things i would have only dreamed of.
could i concentrate and be able to acheive that which i thought
was impossible?
impossible is nothing, or so i have been told.

should i just drop everything and wait for the new year to come and
start fresh?

many things to think of.
i can keep trying to say these cute things, try and write meaningfull little quotes that make ppl go "aww how cute". i can write letters in my head of what to say to you and yet it means nothting cuz u wont read them anyway. i can try plenty of differnet things and it still brings me no closer to the thing that beats in ur heart, tha a friend. when ur there its the hardest.

blah just ride it.
go with the flow, i hope i dont get tooanxious like i did.
i need to do what i tell pppl to do "calm down"
but yea i dunno whay im doin, and if ur reading this rambling
thanx for reading this post.

have a nice day

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 01:52:47 GMT

confused....as always

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 06:31:36 GMT

whoop ti do. we won again... 55-0 v. alemany.
yea these games are starting to get boring.
hmmm well sam gorman won hc queen.
and yea.

homecoming is tomaroe. kinda excited.
getting everything ready so itll be chill.

yet in some situations im still so confused.
if only they knew.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 08:01:47 GMT

woo so yea ND beat st. paul 49-6. cool cool
i spent 10 hours sports meding = gay
fun times tho.

yea life is goin chill so far.
homecoming next weekend, im goin with a friend as friends.
itll be cool

and then yea i just feel relived about a couple things.
new information helped me out a great deal.
so yea its all straigt now i think.

time to just go with the flow.

quoting my cuzin "u have enough drama to be put into an anime" good thing? iono

- cruz

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 06:20:24 GMT

so.....
she knows, lets see what events come next.

yo

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 05:12:42 GMT

yea

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 16:05:48 GMT

woooo its first period. [photography]
yea im bored so yea.

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 16:02:26 GMT

wow ok right now its 5th period.
its a math class yet we are in a comp lab.
so yea i felt the urge to tell ppl.

la di da di da

SYDNEY!!!

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 01:41:31 GMT

List eight of your favourite songs of the moment in your journal and force five other people to repeat this process.

1. my humps- B.E.P
2. cross my heart- the rocket summer
3. bebot- B.E.P
4. save me- unwirtten law
5. touch the sky- kanye west
6. if u were mine- marcos hernandez
7. more than words- frakie j
8. better together- jack johnson

I choooooooose:

1. loquacious_
2. canufindmevr_1
3. whatshockey
4. fallnandcntgtup
5. serious_diss

la di da di da

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 07:12:50 GMT

im such a fuckin idiot,
why does this always happen.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 04:29:45 GMT

yet again another saturday wasted at home.

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 23:35:54 GMT

ATTENTION: POST ANNONYMOUSLY

01. Tell me a secret.
02. Give me a compliment.
03. Say something bad about me.
04. Write me a love note.
05. Lyrics from a song that reminds you of me.
06. How old are you?
07. How long have we been friends?
08. How well do we know each other?
09. Give me a hint, so I can try to figure out who you are.
10. Anything else you'd like to say to me?

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 00:36:13 GMT

1] photography-tourville [score its gonna be chill]

2]government-reichert [new teacher, let the fun begin. mwaha]
2] econ-gideon [shouldnt be too bad]

3] christian lifstyles-savage
3] world religions-desilva [cmon religion piece of cake]

4] gots none biatches

5]math analysis-spelta [let the speltarizing begin. cmon im asian math comes to me naturally lol]

6]SPORTS MED-kramer [hell yea biatches, easily the best class of my senior year. 2nd years mos def. cailtlin is a loner. lmao]

7] english-grist [gay i hate english and i heard the teacher sux]

yo tell me if we have the same classes. senior year shall be chill no worries.

Wed, 17 Aug 2005 05:21:12 GMT

tagged by canufindmevr_1

DIRECTIONS: List ten songs that you're currently digging. It doesn't matter what genre they're from, whether they have words, or even if they're no good. They must be songs that you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the ten songs and their artist(s), and then tag five other random people to see what they're listening to.

1) "summer nights"- lil rob

2) "notice me"- NB rydaz

3) "dontcha"- pussycat dolls

4) "better together, banana pancakes, sitting waitng wishing, and do you remember"- jack johnson

5) "suicide medicine"- rocky votolato

6) "My humps, bebot"- black eyed peas

7) "welcome to jamrock"- damian marley

8) "let me hold you"- bow wow

9) "must be nice"- lyfe

10)"lonely"- akon

And I Tag:yellowbreckroad whatshockey dragunov_fire, escape_with_me_, and serious_diss